Regrets

I regret many things, but one thing I don’t regret is you.

I have never felt quite so connected to someone in such a short amount of time. This little person growing larger everyday inside me, who I have known about for a mere three months, has been by far the quickest human to ever take over my heart so completely.

This baby is all I think about, all I dream about. From what it will be like, what it will grow up to be, what they will look like, sound like, be like…these thoughts fill my every waking moment. I think about all I want to provide for it, all I want it to have oppurtunities to do. I want to give it everything. As I feel my stomach growing larger and larger, my love and impatience to meet you grow stronger.

There are so many people who love you and want to know you already, that I know you will have no problem acclimating to your new world. Right now you can only hear my heartbeat, and perhaps recognize my voice. But I wish I could tell you, describe to you, how much the person behind that heartbeat and voice loves you. I love you, my 19 week old unborn child.